Beggar

I hate beggars. I really wish that people wouldn't actually walk to my car and ask me to roll down the fucking window so they can poke their head literally inches away from me and ask if I can buy them a goddamn burger. I can't stop thinking about how creepy the guy was. What if my step dad wasn't with me? :( I'm frightened of people coming to my car now. I'm never stopping to eat in a parking lot again. 

Mom song

I'll hold on to you 

until my fingers turn black and blue.

You're the closest thing that

I have to a muse

I know that I'm hard to guide

I'll fool around and waste my time

Trying to see everything eye to eye

With you

And

It'll never happen

Like you're Fourty, I'm Eleven,

The difference is too grand of a size

But despite the distance,

I sure gotta try.

You're my mom and I love you

Tattoos aren't the end of the world.

I know they look like stains to you

They make you wanna hurl.

I read in an article

Tattoos help the particles

Of bacteria in your body stay in check

But even if I showed you that,

If I got one, you'd say "what the heck".

Carbondale

I miss it.

I don't want to go back.

I feel lost here.

This is home.

I am lonely.

I like being alone.

School sucks.

I want to learn my trade.

I need a job.

I like freedom.

I want money.

I'm lazy.

I am conflicted.

Everything is okay.