And not mine, my mom's. He's perfect! He's everything I always wanted my dad to be... * sigh * The only thing that sorta bursts my bubble is that he's going to be staying here the rest of thanksgiving break, and I don't know how to feel about it. I mean, it's just a man hasn't lived with us since, well, my dad. And my dad is my dad, but Andre is, well, someone I don't know that well, for starters. I know he wouldn't do anything weird, and he's 'not a prude', so mom says, (and I believe her, but still) I don't really like wearing underwear at night, and I hate wearing pants during the day, and I don't wear a bra unless I have to, and idk. I want to be comfortable without... without thinking about it., you know? He'll be here in a couple hours or so, he actually lives on Kansas City, he drives 4 hours just to see us even though he has to work bright and early Monday, it's really amazing, actually. And he brings flowers for mom every time, and last time he even got Vanessa and I flowers! He's so brilliant. I hope him and mom get to be everything she wants them to be and more.


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