Muse

So today during art I was seated literally right across from Muse. Talk about awkward. I wish there were a way to never see him at school again. Without either of us dying or anything, haha. It's just seeing him and being around him is never a good thing. Today he gave Indie and Sasha a stick of gum, but not me. I mean come on, he obviously doesn't want to be bothered with me. Not to mention the whole time I was talking to Indie he didn't even chime in, but when Indie did her awesome funny noises thing she does, he chimed in, and then I definitely didn't want to, because, awkward. It sucks it has to be this way and I honestly don't know why it is. Did he come to some conclusion after break that he didn't want to talk to me anymore? I don't blame him if he did. Sometimes I don't want to be around myself either. I sorta want to tell Indie just because of the awkwardness and I know eventually she'll catch on and want to know. I just hope It doesn't affect how she sees him. Ugh. I hate high school.