Sexual wexual

Also I think I could be bisexual. I don't know. I've thought about it before, but it was middle school. I thought it was a phase or something, and so many websites had things like 'it's normal at your age' and 'it'll go away' but it didn't for me, and idk honestly I'd choose to see a girl naked over a guy anyday because penises look weird I'm so serious. I don't know. I'm not really thinking too hard about it but it just makes me a little sad bc I know what my mom thinks about them and I don't want her to think I'm a freak or something. She probably would though, I mean there's nothing to do about it. Tbh she'd probably hate me if I were gay. Eh..