Music to my ears

Wednesday I'm going to take a test to see if theres anything wrong with me. The test is six hours. It's a behavioral test. It's how they diagnose depression and stuff. Sounds like something I'd be associated with. I'm pretty sure I'm bisexual now. Straight girls don't dream of kissing girls they saw in the hallway at a college tour. I just don't know what to do. All this anxiety and depression shit I have to deal with, and now this stupid sexuality bull shit. I wish I could just be a normal teenager. Ugh. Tomorrow is Monday. I've been on spring break. Thursday I had a college tour. It was amazing! I went to SIUC. Carbondale is really nice, It's a quiet small town. Like college towns usually are. I really like it there. I'm totally going to siuc. They accepted me and everything, which is great. Now I just have to do those final steps. I'm excited. Haha. It's a downer because I have to buy so much stuff for my dorm now. I don't have any money. Dad probably wont help me because he hardly ever does so why bother. I found so much new music today too. Teen Suicide, Elvis Depressedly, Neck Deep, new stufff from Brand New, Starry Cat, etc. They're great. I forgot to put elvis depressedly on my mp3 player. Ffs...