Eh...

Lately my mom has been talking to me a lot about tattoos and stuff and telling me "Don't ruin your beautiful skin" and stuff like that and like I don't know. I know she's getting crazy about it because I'm going to be on my own with my own money soon but idk like I don't want sleeves or anything, but I do want at least one tattoo :( I mean it wasn't going to be anything dumb or distasteful... I don't know. And that's not all either, idk. There's so much I want to do that I know she doesn't want me to do, and I hate going against her wishes, but there's just so much...

For instance, I'm finally getting my hair colored wednesday, I'm so excited, I'm going to get light brown streaks in the front, but look how long it took for me to finally get that done, you know what I mean?

And honestly, eh, I feel dumb even typing this but... I want to experiment..... sexually... in college. And well, eh.....

It would be nice to know if I ended up kissing a girl she wouldn't lose her shit or anything ><"

I hate that she's squeamish and unbearably disrespectful about those things. She's never going to understand. And she wont even try to understand because she's too stubborn. It's sad, really. But whatever.

Whatever.