Mixed emotions about Prozac

I can tell that the prozac is working because it's really hard to worry about things and I'm chipper more than ever and I zone out all the time. Also I listen to happier music and my voice sounds a lot higher. Also I feel happier too, and little things make me happy, like hugs and when people smile at me. I don't know. It's weird being like this though because sometimes I get so happy I don't know what to do with myself and it's odd because it's not really my happiness, it's prozac's fake happiness, and when I think of it that way... I don't know. I should just not think about it at all honestly because I don't want to over think things but it's weird feeling like this I guess. Also, I only have two more counseling sessions and I'm pretty upset about it. I'm really going to miss my counselor. I'm probably going to cry on the last day, haha. I wish I had enough money to buy her something. I think if I could I'd buy her a plant. That way it isn't something materialistic and perishable, like clothes or something. I have an aloe vera plant. The one I got from walmart that one day with mom? I still have him and he's really healthy. His name is Thayer. Or did you know what already?