HONESTLY THE WORDS "I LOVE YOU" CLAWED AT MY THROAT AND YOU WERE HUGGING ME SO TIGHT AND WHISPERING SO GENTLY TO ME YOU MAY AS WELL HAVE BEEN COOING TO ME "SAY IT SAY IT". THEY ALMOST CAME OUT LIKE WORD VOMIT BUT I JUST WOULDN'T LET THEM OUT. IT WOULD CHANGE THE WHOLE GOD DAMN GAME AND I CAN'T DO THAT TO YOU I JUST CAN'T. I'M SORRY I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU. I'M SO SORRY. I'M SO SORRY.