Mom

It really hurts that you're seeing how hard all of this is on me and you're still upset at me. I can't help the fact that big situations like this make me anxious. They make my energy run away faster than lightning. They make me feel worthless, and now you're not looking at me and you're giving me the same look that anxiety would give me if it were a human and not already living inside of my mind. I wish you could understand how painful this is for me.