Eric

The thing is, is that this whole thing hit me like a freight train and I don't know if I'm going to get back up from this one. I thought about you all day today, so much in fact that it stopped me from performing my best at work. I shouldn't be thinking about you the way I have been, though. I shouldn't be thinking about kissing you, not even hard and lustful but soft and sweet. I haven't felt desire like this in years, Eric. I don't know what to do with this feeling. You say you're not good for me and you try to pull away, but you're still a light. You're the light that never went out, and I love that. It's comforting. I want more of it. I want more of you.