Chris P

I get the feeling that I'm going to tear you apart, and you're going to let me. I don't want to do this to you, but you're not necessarily holding me back. I'm a dangerous person to fall in love with. Not only will I doubt you, but I doubt myself. I'm never secure. I'd wear a bulletproof vest while riding a bike if it were acceptable because helmets aren't enough for me. I'm always taking extra precautions. I'll never let you in enough for you to feel okay around me. It's just how I am. Things for me, they either happen all at once or never at all. That's how I know I'll never love you, not the way you love me, at least. I'm sorry. I wish I could love you, because I'd be so happy. I know that your heart is warm... I just don't love you. If I did, it wouldn't matter anyway. Sooner or later... nevermind.