It's so beautiful outside tonight. The sky was a partly cloudy cerulean sea, and there were only a couple stars out because of how light the sky was in the dusk. The breeze was cool against my arms, but not harsh enough to mess up my hair. I only went outside to play with Jamie. I tossed the ball to her a couple times. Man. It felt so great outside. Sometimes I go out there and get sad because the world is so beautiful,  I don't really have anybody to share it with. Nights like these are nights when I'd just go outside and look to the sky just because, and call that special guy. If I had one. Ugh. It's nights like these I wish I weren't so alone.