Muse...

Tell him? Haha. No. Thats the dumbest idea ever. Thats what got me into trouble in the girst place, tell him? Why? Do he can laugh and ihnite the rumors again? No. I'm not an idiot. And don't ask me whats wrong because there's too much to type. In two weeks nobody will ever have to see me again. I could disappear if I really wanted to, and I want to so badly. I wish I could leave and people would search for me and maybe they wouldn't dislike me as much when I was found, if I decided to be found. Why am I sad? I'm invisible. Most times people ignore me in class and in the hallways. I'll wave and they'll look right at me and look away. I hate it. Whats wrong with me? I don't know why I can't be liked, and why I can't have a bunvh of scholarships amd be athletic and be a kid my parents could really truly be proud of. I feel like a waste of space 99.99% of the time, and school doesn't help. I'm tired of being ignored and never feeling like I'm good enough.