Counseling

I finally gave in and saw a counselor. Today, I feel so much better. I talked to Sarah about it two days ago and I don't know it just sorta clicked when I was talking to her that I needed one. I mean, I knew I needed one for ages now, I just... didn't have the guts to admit it to myself and get help. As soon as I got to the guy's office I started crying. There was so much I'd been holding back from for ages, I don't know. Like the dams in my body broke and everything just sorta spilled out. I missed being able to cry in front of somebody in confidentiality. I don't know. I think seeing a counselor here will be really good for me. Plus, the guy that saw me was really great and really kind, and I hope I get him again when I go back.