Josh

There's so much that I haven't said.
You know the base of how I feel:
I don't want this to happen.
Break up with Brianna, sure, do that.
It's honestly what's been needing to happen for a while
but dating Sarah, I don't know.
You know how I feel about her.
You probably know how everyone else feels about her (and if you don't, come on, it's obvious)

I honestly just want to know why,
and not "There's just something about her",
but actually why.
Another thing;
Haven't you noticed she basically only cares about you?
She's only really ever cared about you
She hated Robert, and she'd desert Nathan, Meg, Chris, Ryan and I in half a second if she had the chance to, or should I say,
if you didn't care.
Also, how long do you think that this is going to last?
I honestly wonder how long it'll take before you realize how mean she actually is.
How can you like someone that much
if you know how she's made everyone else feel in the past?
How can you put all that aside
not think about it,
and just pursue her anyway?
I don't know.
I want you to be happy, Josh,
but I hope this doesn't last long.
I'm not saying that to be a bitch,
I'm saying that because I think it's dumb.
I think it's dumb that you're giving her a chance.
I think it's dumb why you haven't questioned why she's so mean to everyone but you.
But most of all, I think it's dumb that you like her. That you ever liked her.
Especially after last year.
You'll figure it out, though.
I already have.