Meg, Nathan, Josh, Sarah, Chris, Ryan

I'm thinking about leaving SIUC. There's so much that I've been going through, and I think that the lst event just made the tower fall.

1. I hate love triangles
2. There's nowhere to run but counseling, and I shouldn't feel like I need counseling over something like this
3. There is no escape (but to leave)

I feel like if I stay I'm just going to make things harder for all of us as a friend group honestly. Especially when there's so much that I cannot say. I'm tired of having secrets like these. They're draining as ever.