Contractions

Oh, I see.

"You'll never forget me?"

So when you kissed her on the lips

Were you thinking of me?

When you slept with her like this

Were you screaming for me?

Were you thinking of me?

Were you thinking of me?

I'm not fucking obsessive

But I just can't get my head in

around what you call attraction

or was it just satisfaction?

My heart was having contractions

I can't control the reaction

Shrinking down into fractions

Step on me

Step on me

I'm a welcome mat

Wipe your feet off

as you prepare to attack

don't text me back

cause she's on your phone looking through your apps

And when she asks "who is that"

The first thing that you can say

Is "Baby that's nobody special, don't even know her name",

But years ago I swear to God you wouldn't have said the same

Cause I remember when you transferred

And when you first came around

I was the one you chose to help you find new Bands;

new clothes,

No I'm sorry,

Please forgive me,

This is not how it goes.

I didn't mean..

it was a tangent..

No, I just need to close.

Because the thing is

every time I write

My thoughts turn to you.

And I don't know how to control it,

I don't know what to do.