ugh

I just want to meet someone who likes the same bands as me so we can talk for forever about how outrageous concert ticket prices are and then exchange numbers and talk all night then go to school the next day excited to see him and he's happy to see me too and we love the same video games and youtube comedians and we skype while watching livelavalive and cyr and onision and whatnot and eventually we can hang out and have chinese food  while talking about silly things like family arguments and we'll talk until 3 am when all our deepest secrets escape us and we know there's no turning back, and eventually I don't know maybe something bigger will happen, but I just need someone I can talk to like that. Ugh.