Everyone's telling me I'm growing up. They're saying I need to look for scholarships and they're saying I need a job. I need money for college and I need college for a job and I need a car to get to my job and I need money for college. It's a mad cycle. I don't know what to do or think. All of a sudden I feel like a horse in a team, and I'm the only one who doesn't know where the hell the stable is.