Stress

I've been really stressed out. My psychology class and Video Production class is nothing how I thought it would be. I mean, I like pearling psychology, but I was really hoping the teacher would be more... interesting? I mean the teacher, she's so... dull. I can hardly learn because I end up nodding off, closing my eyes for a few, and waking up five minutes later and she's five powerpoint slides from where I was. Speaking of Powerpoint, she takes the notes way too fast. Ugh. I hardly have time to write them down. She seems to act like she doesn't care. I wish she were more interesting, easier to listen to. For heavens sake, last week she lost her shoes! Her shoes. I just don't know if I'll be able to put up with it. The video production teacher is awesome, but we have to do so much in so little time, and that really stresses me out. I had to ask my brother for his cap & gown, like, seriously? I didn't know we'd need extra props, and end up leaving school and going to people's houses during the day recording in extreme weather sometimes. I... I don't know if I'll be able to handle that. Not to mention the cameras we're using are $2000. I fuck up so much shit in one day, I don't even like touching those cameras. I'm so nervous about it, and school is stressing me out. I wish I had something to take my mind off of it. I wish I didn't worry so much. Idk. Yesterday I was so overwhelmed I nearly broke down as soon as I got in the fucking house. Ugh. What do I do?