Tired

I honestly have been so unmotivated lately. All I can think about is how much I want to go home and how shitty this school is. Ugh. I have three more years of this. I just don't know if I can do it. And what if I don't even become a writer? What if my book is rejected? I don't want to be an english teacher or work for a magazine or a stupid newspaper. I just want to write books! Everything in life is so difficult. Sometimes I wonder what's the point of it all.