I got another nineteen on the ACT. If anything, it's like a huge slap to the face. I mean I did it to myself, I determine what grade I make, but I honestly don't know why I keep getting the same score. I'd almost feel better if I did worse, because honestly I sort of expected a worse score this time and the fact that I still got a 19 just makes me want to shoot myself. I know I've already been accepted into SIUC but nobody wants a fucking 19. Not even a college. I'm still surprised I got in. I'm waiting for them to realize they got the wrong name or something and there's another Alyssa Thomas with a 26 or something that they actually haven't met yet. It's just really depressing. It would be cool if I could impress people. I can't even impress myself.