From the day you're born you're practically preparing for the day you die, and that really pisses me off. From day one I was worried about elementary school, then worried about middle school, then worried about high school, now I'm stuck worrying about a damn ACT I can't take until April and the fact that I have to raise it too points really makes me want to shove my hand through a wall and I don't know how to really cope with everything right now, I don't know what to do and I don't know what I'm doing. I wish there were a way to escape this feeling. I really want to just be and not have to worry about shit every second of my life.