So much is stressing me out I can't even fucking breathe. I try this thing when I try to exhale and picture all the stressful things like, leaving my body when I exhale, but it's not working anymore. I'm really just upset because I feel like my dad doesn't care about me, and my best friend is more willing to take time to contact her ex boyfriend who she's supposedly 'done with', but she can't even get on facebook to talk to me. How much does she care about me? I feel like I love everybody in my life more than they could ever love me, and it's tearing me up. I'm turning inside out.