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Tuesday, September 3, 2013

I feel like I burden my mom more than I should. She tries her best to hide it but sometimes I know she's upset, and most times I know it's me. I ask her for the world every day. I ask her to braid my hair at night and take me everywhere all the damn time. I'm dependent on everybody except myself, and it infuriates me. I wish I could be on my own more. I wish I could give my mom a break. Whenever I wake up and she has that familiar 'something's wrong' pursed lips look, it makes me feel like it was me, even if it wasn't. I'd tell her this, but she's probably insist it isn't me and push past it. I wish I had a counselor already. That's another thing I keep bugging her about that dampers the mood, but it's not my fault she keeps forgetting...

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