Blocks

All the blocks seem to be falling together one by one. Michael and my Mom announced that they're getting married over the summer! I'm so ecstatic, I'm already thinking about how to plan the party (it's going to be a yard party) and what to wear (evil laugh). I can't believe my mom's going to be married again and I'm going to have a stepdad. I'm a bit in shock, honestly. That means I get to see Mason in a tux too (evil laugh again). I have a small crush on him, but it'll go away with time. Especially since in five months or so we'll be related (anxious laugh). I'm so excited, ahhh!!!! Also, today Vanessa, Mason, Amanda, my Mom, Michael and I went out to eat for Italian food in old town Saint Charles. It's really nice over there! And the food was delectable! It took a lot of work not to... display affection... for Mason. He's really attractive ><" He grinned at me when we pulled up to them in our car, and we pulled away to find a parking spot, and ugh I smiled back but ugh I swear to God he fucking glowed. I hope I get over this crush thing, and fast. I can't let a silly crush fuck up this thing with mom and Michael ><"