Josh...

WOW IT WOULD BE GREAT IF YOU COULD JUST NEVER BRING IT UP AGAIN?????? LIKE I APOLOGIZED A BUNCH OF TIMES AND BOUGHT YOU YOUR FAVORITE FUCKING ROOT BEER AND YOU'RE STILL MAD? OKAY COOL THANKS FOR REMINDING ME HOW MUCH OF A FUCK UP I AM AND THAT I CAN NEVER KEEP MY FRIENDS WITHOUT DOING SOMETHING STUPID BECAUSE I FUCKING SWEAR THAT'S HOW ALL MY FUCKING FRIENDSHIPS END. THANKS FOR REMINDING ME OF THAT. IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE DEPRESSION OR ANXIETY OR ANYTHING AND LITERALLY EVERY BAD THING I'VE EVER DONE IN MY LIFE REPLAYS OVER AND OVER BECAUSE MY CONSCIOUS MIXED WITH MY FUCKED UP ANXIETY AND THEY WONT LET ME FORGET ANYTHING. LITERALLY ANYTHING. SO THANKS, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.