Go Away

So I talked to a homeless guy today, because of course with me being me, I always try to talk to people, even people that I have no business talking to. So of course when this guy asked me for a fucking dollar for a hot dog, I stammered "Sorry, I don't have any money." And let me tell you, I honestly feel like the biggest sack of shit right now. Not to mention looking into the dude's eyes hurt because he had a face where you could tell he'd just seen too much shit that people aren't supposed to see. I don't know. Not to mention almost during our entire "Nature walk" nearly everyone was kinda being a little shit, like when I dropped my stuff off inside and had to use the bthroom by time I got back out, they weren't even waiting anymore, and I had to catch up to them. They seriously do that almost every time we do anything together. They even did it last time, which actually really pissed me off then too. Like seriously, what is it with them and waiting? I always wait for them! I just don't get it. And when Sarah was going to take a picture of me, Meg decided to fake hit me in the face (what the literal fuck?) And so I threw my ice cream at her, and Josh was really pissed about it because he actually bought it for me (I didn't have my wallet) And seriously are you going to get that mad about it so that..... God.... I'm honestly just so sick of my friends here and I'm sick of this school and I'm sick of this stupid fucking dorm. I wish I could teleport home along with all my shit and just fucking stay there.