Ryan

When you told me you'd attempted suicide three times my heart caught in my throat. I feel relieved knowing someone else understands my depression and anxiety, but I'm also scared because of how bad yours is. Please don't ever kill yourself. Everyone in your life is a light, okay? Right now you're in a tunnel. Without you, there's no tunnel to begin with. And all of your friends and families have tunnels just like you, so if you remove yourself from the web of tunnels, there's gonna be a giant hole and the lights in your tunnel will go out forever, and you'll make everyone elses tunnel that knows you just that much darker. You're one of the lights in my tunnel, Ryan. I need you to be okay. One day you're going to be a super amazing voice actor, and a kid's going to be watching some pixar movie in 2050 and say "I wish I could be like that guy". I promise you that it gets better. I know I don't have it as bad as you, but I know that suicide is something that's a permanent solution to a temporary problem, so is it really worth it? You wont eacape your problems by killing yourself, you'll just put them on all your friends and families' backs. I'm not guilt tripping you, it's only the truth. But I'm rambling now. Sorry. I just... don't do it, okay Ryan? Don't do it.