Guys

I'm sorry if I worried you today. I need to draw away from you guys. I'm in too deep. I care too much about you guys, and I know it's not going to work out, so I have to leave you guys before it's too late. My plan is to slowly creep out of your lives. I'll be fine. I feel unimportant at this point, and I feel like I don't matter. I know for a fact I care more about you guys than you care about me, because as mad as I am at a lot of you, I still stick around. I feel like it wouldn't matter if I left, honestly. Tell me, what do you all think of me? How do you see me? Sometimes when I'm with you guys, I feel like I'm not there. The worst part is that I don't know if it's you guys, or if it's my depression. I feel so out of it. I feel out of place at SIU in general, honestly. Sometimes I just want to disappear. Sometimes I feel the need to.